Fate Behaves In The Most Annoying Manner

Posted by lunnatic on May 9, 2007


Fate made us cross paths, yet doesn’t let me know who you really are.
I took a peek at your tag, but not much info I could get.
My heart skipped a beat, whenever I saw you looking back at me when I was glancing right at you.
But alas all was not meant to be, for all I could do was just see.

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My lousy stab at poetry. Hahahaha. Sounds horrid. And yes, freaking Fate behaves annoyingly. I totally hate this feeling! Grrrrrrr.

If I don’t see you, I don’t see you for WEEKS. But when we cross paths one fine day, we just keep crossing! How irritating is that! Yes I saw you this morning after sooo long. You used to linger in my mind but not anymore, until I ever see you again. Sometimes I thought you have left, since you will in a matter of time.

Yet when you appear, I’ll uncontrollably glance and feel really happy about it. The weird thing is, when I see you once that day, I’ll see you a few more times on the same day! I mean, I’ll gladly accept the reason that we’re in the same building so it’s inevitable we’ll bump into each other. BUT EVEN AFTER THE INEVITABILITIES (if such a word even exists)?

Just today I saw you early in the morning after sucha looooooong time. Didn’t bump into you for the rest of the day, unlike previous times, and I thought it’ll no longer happen.

So, I went for my driving lesson as usual, comtemplating whether I should take a cab home but I managed to put my laziness aside (quite rare these days) and took the MRT. Little do I know that I would actually get to see you on the platform, waiting for the same train and getting off the same stop waiting for another train going in the same direction.

HOW MUCH OF A COINCIDENCE IS THAT?! It’s bloody weird lar! Sigh.

I only wish for these games to stop. Stop playing me, FATE!! I’m sick of it! I just want to find the right and correct one and MOVE ON!!! Is it too much for one to ask for something like that? Grrrrrr.

And why do I get a feeling that you think that I’m stalking you? I’m not lor!

Categories: Ramblings, Whinings
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