Run. Escape. Away. Away.

Posted by lunnatic on October 21, 2007

I need a break.
I want a break.
I want to avoid the tension I’m feeling.
It could just be me.
I just can’t control the way I feel.
I just need to get away.

I know this ain’t a solution.
I know this won’t make things better.
I don’t care.
It’s irrational.
I can’t control the way I think.
I want to go away.

Run.
Escape.
Away.
Away.

I’m standing at a crossroad.
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know where to go.
It’s making me crazy.
I can’t focus at all.
I just want to run away.

Where can I go?

Categories: Whinings, Work
21Oct

Cursed @ 4am

Posted by lunnatic on October 10, 2007

YAWN.

Another day at work. Another day where I woke up at freakin 4am. It’s either because I’ve been sleeping too early (10ish, 11ish at night isn’t very early, right?) or that my body clock is totally screwed for some reason.

AND WHY 4AM??!?!?!

I’m reminded of The Exorcism of Emily Rose where there was this female lawyer or something who kept waking up at 3am EVERY MORNING because she was dealing with something demonic or something. I don’t seem to remember having to deal with anything demonic though. Unless we’re talking about the dumb people who I have to deal with or meet at work… hmmm.

In any case, I hate being sleepy at work. I can’t think and I’ll get very lazy to do any work. It doesn’t help that I’m getting very broke that makes it look as if my work is not paying off, literally. Nvm, there’ll be an extra sum coming on the 25th. Can hardly wait.

I’m thoroughly enjoying the new seasons of the American dramas; Heroes, Private Practice, Grey’s Anatomy, Ugly Betty and Desperate Housewives. I just wish they were shown daily instead of weekly. Hate having to wait. The new seasons are good, so far. Just keep them coming.

I miss Buffy though. I like vampire slayers. I don’t mind being a slayer myself. There should be a dramatic storyline as opposed to being just purely violent. It must be something like Buffy or 我和僵尸有个约会. I didn’t watch Van Helsing, so I can’t comment if my story should be similar. I don’t even know if Van Helsing is a vampire slayer.

Rambling, rambling, rambling. See what waking up at 4am does to me. Tsk tsk!

Categories: Ramblings, TV, Whinings
10Oct

One Of My Favourite Female Singers

Posted by lunnatic on October 9, 2007

Categories: Music
9Oct

Me Really Wanted To Help.. But.. You Don’t Want!

Posted by lunnatic on October 4, 2007

Few days ago

Colleague who doesn’t care if can help:
*types* We are unable to accede yada yada.. but will not address yada yada.. if your client yada yada… *faxed*

Today

Me who really wants to help:
*hint and nudge* You can apply for concurrent blah… just try lar.. no harm..

You who don’t want my help:
*surprised* Really? Can ah? Hmm.. *deep thoughts*

Later

You who don’t want my help:
Sir, yada yada yada.. apply for concurrent.. yada yada..

Sir who doesn’t need to help:
Me, any submissions?

Me who really wants to help:
*thoughts* Sir, our lala.. but yaya.. so blahblah.. no objection to yada..
*verbal* Sir, our laaa…

You who don’t want my help:
*frantic whispers* You all promise you won’t address! We agreed! yada yada…

Me who really wants to help:
*thoughts* WHAT THE HECK?
*verbal* Oh, sorry, Sir, no submissions.

Categories: Jokes, Work
4Oct